Monday, February 23, 2009

Last night of my 20's

I am turning 30 tomorrow. I have been dreading this day since Feb. 24th 2008. I have spent the entire year reflecting about where I am in life. If you would have asked me 10 years ago where I would be on my 30th birthday I would have said that I was running around my house with 3 kiddos at my heals.
There are days that the image of that not happening is too much to bear and I want to be as far away from 30 as possible.
Luckily the night before my birthday I am not having one of those days. I have some how convinced myself that I am happy that I am not pregnant right now. I think I accomplished that by planning a sushi making class for me and 14 of my friends and if I was pregnant I wouldn't be able to eat all that raw fish. Also, having a few cocktails to get through my 30th will help as well.
I am just hoping that the day I am 30 years and 1 day that I am feeling the same way!
But, until then. . .

11 comments:

  1. Happy Birthday! Hope you had a wonderful day celebrating all that is good in your life right now. Enjoy the Sushi, that sounds like a really fun idea, something my DH would like to do for his birthday. :-) Have a good one!!

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  2. Hope your birthday went well. Anyway, at 33, I'd love to go bck to 30... (;

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  3. Happy birthday, enjoy sushi and drinks!!

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  4. Happy belated Birthday! I hope it was great!

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  5. Here from ICLW. Happy Birthday. I turned 30 on February 23rd. Yea to Pisces girls.

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  6. Hope you had a great birthday!
    *ICLW*

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  7. I hope you had as awesome a birthday as possible; it sounds like you had some great plans.

    I'm nowhere near where I'd thought I'd be 10 years ago...or even 5. *hugs* Hang in there.

    ICLW

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  8. Happy (belated) birthday!!
    Hope you had a good time :-)
    ICLW

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  9. Happy belated Birthday too!
    30 was hard for me because I thought that my life would be different. I'm turning 32 this year and now I like being in my 30's, it was just the first few months that we hard for me. I hope it turns out to be a wonderful year for you!

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  10. The 30's are great. It's so much more about YOU than everyone else (like your 20s). I love that you planned a sushi party! How fun! I want to come! And cocktails make every birthday better :) Here's to a great 30th year! ICLW

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